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It's not something that I often consider but I do wonder if it's really possible to move to another world. To start a new life. I've heard that other people have done it yet I doubt it'd be that easy.

How irresponsible of me, really. I'm not a person that could just move up and leave so easily... Mm, I wonder.

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Now, I wouldn't yet go that far. It's true that there is a great deal of misfortune in the world, and it is also true that those who may deserve happiness above all else likely have the hardest time finding it. But I do not think that means such concepts that bring happiness no longer exist.

I believe that your justice and my honor are...diminished, to speak charitably. There is little of either left in the world, such a small amount that one would be forgiven for thinking they'd vanished entirely. But I don't think they're nonexistent.

From my own perspective, I would say the world is a place where that which causes suffering largely outweighs that which causes happiness. Still, I will fight for things like justice and honor as long as I have strength left, no matter the odds against me. If that should come down to only something as simple as keeping my friends safe and happy, then I would consider that a great accomplishment on my part.

It's fine if you want to be unhappy; I might worry if you weren't. But I know there's always going to be some measure of honor and justice in the world even if things should seem hopeless.

There might be justice in the world, somewhere. That's very possible. It's more of...I don't think I ever really believed it. If I acted like that, if I acted responsible and dependable then the other girls would think I was worth knowing.. A good senior.

Somwhere along the way I think I started believing my own lies.

I see...perhaps I understand. I think in that case, even after one has spent time acting only to impress another, there still remains an opportunity to accept things--and yourself--as they are.

Perhaps that makes no sense...I'm sorry. It's a bit difficult to articulate.

An opportunity to accept myself... [She considers this.] To accept things. I wonder if I could.

I think it's certainly worth it to try.

Do you think it'll work?

I see no reason it shouldn't.

[She thinks for a moment and then:]

What's living in Fuyuki like?

It's...quiet, really. Winter has been a little cold, as one would expect from the name. I think it may be a great deal smaller than Mitakihara, but I've yet to find something one might need that it's lacking. The temple specifically is a peaceful place when Archer isn't striding in like he owns it and I for one had never been made to feel unwelcome.

I might have to get some warmer clothes then. Maybe someplace smaller would be a welcome change...

...I really do think you would like it.

I think it would be a good place to start over.

[I SAW THAT FAKE TAG YOUNG LADY]

That's excellent to hear.

Well...it's a start, I suppose.

[YOU SAW NOTHING OLD MAN NOTHING]

I can help you move anything if you'll need me to.

I'll keep that in mind.

[Lancer paused for a minute, smile visibly fading as he seemed to consider his next words carefully.]

I almost forgot...Mami, I've been meaning to say--I should apologize. It was never my intention to lie to you. I had every intention of explaining the nature of witches, I just...didn't know how or when.

Honestly, I'm stunned you aren't incredibly angry with me.

... I'm not going to say that I'm not angry at all. I'm just--well. I'm just tired.

...I understand. It's fine if you're angry with me--you've every right to be.

Considering how I reacted, that you witheld that information not have been a bad thing.

I hope you understand--maybe it was wrong of me not to say anything, but I was only afraid of how you might have taken it.

I went witch before. During that virus.

...yes.

[She woke up in the temple. She had figured Lancer was the one to kill the witch..finding out that she was the witch? It doesn't take much to figure out what happened.]

... I suppose that explains your behavior.

...I'm sorry. I-...I didn't--

I didn't know what else to do.

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