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It's not something that I often consider but I do wonder if it's really possible to move to another world. To start a new life. I've heard that other people have done it yet I doubt it'd be that easy.

How irresponsible of me, really. I'm not a person that could just move up and leave so easily... Mm, I wonder.

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I dunno if ya can even call it a risk. It just sounds stupid to me, no way it'd work.

Maybe I'm a fool, then.

.. Don't tell me you're still trying to get yourself killed. Because that's the only result I can see for this kinda thing.

No. I don't plan on that happening. Certainly I'd have to go back once in a while to get grief seeds but if I use my magic sparingly that shouldn't be an issue.

.. You're that sure of it all of a sudden? Weren't you the one who was super worried 'bout this whole deal?

... I'm still worried.

Then why are you the one being careless right now? Look, I don't care if ya really wanna move to another world, and if ya think you'll be happier there, then go right ahead.

But don't do anything stupid that's gonna get you into trouble..!

I'm not being careless! I'm just thinking of possibilities. That certainly isn't a crime.

['Don't do anything stupid'.. That's a laugh. Sakura has no authority to tell her that! Not after half the things she has done! But she can't say that. It'd be rude. It would ruin the agreement. Sakura would leave.]

I don't think that planning out ideas is going to get me into trouble. If anything it will help me prevent that.

[ Honestly, Kyouko does know she's done a lot wrong herself too. But this 'don't be stupid' is more out of concern than anything else. Now she's finally - more or less - made up with Mami in her own way, she doesn't just want the girl to go ahead and die or become a witch. ]

As long as you're being smart 'bout it, then.. I don't care.

You could come along.

[She wants to bring Kyouko along. Even if the offer was only for Mami, she's sure she could arrange it. Somehow.]

...

[ For a moment she's quiet. As if she's considering it. And she seems oddly serious, but by the time she goes on, she's back to her usual self. ]

Nah, no way! What am I gonna do in some other place? I gotta stick around here.

You don't have to stay on this world if you don't want to. We could restart.

[She's not heavily pushing the issue but she definitely knows what she wants Kyouko to do.]

I don't wanna. [ It seems surprisingly genuine, despite the attitude. ]

Because.. y'know, I don't think my life's all that bad the way it is right now.

You don't? [She sounds genuinely surprised.]

Yeah, of course. I mean, thanks to the community I'm getting lots more good food, I'm just doing whatever the heck I want.. sounds like a perfect kind of life to me.

[ It's honestly more that she's happier thanks to being semi-friendly with Mami and having all these friends on the community but not like she's going to say that out loud.. ]

It sounds like you're pretty happy at the moment.

[... Kyouko, why are you so content? Don't you want to go back to the way it was?]

[ Honestly, she thinks she can't go back to exactly being like that girl she used to be. Right now she's caught a little between that and what she become, but.. it's what she's most comfortable with either way, being this way. ]

... I'm happy. Yeah, I can say it. It's not like that's a bad thing, right?

No, of course not. It's good that you're happy. I'm glad that you are.

[She doesn't say what she wants to. That would be bad. Selfish. Downright hurtful. No, it's best just to smile and nod.]

[ There's a moment where even Kyouko wonders if what Mami said is sincere. Or if there isn't something behind it. But.. ]

.. Then at least go find your own happiness too, moron. As long as you don't do it in some dumb way that'll just get you into danger.

Oh, how your words wound me. Don't worry...I will.

Don't get it wrong, I mean.. it's not that I care that much, it's just that it's gonna be a lot of trouble if ya aren't happy, that's all! [ tsun tsun.. ]

It's fine. I think I got your meaning.

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