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[anothersoul]

It's not something that I often consider but I do wonder if it's really possible to move to another world. To start a new life. I've heard that other people have done it yet I doubt it'd be that easy.

How irresponsible of me, really. I'm not a person that could just move up and leave so easily... Mm, I wonder.

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[anothersoul]

[She's not looking at the camera.]

I don't understand. I was going to hurt those girls, those so precious to me... It's unforgivable.

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[croibhristeoir]

But you didn't. And what's more anyone can surely tell you're remorseful for even considering the idea. I of all people have no right to pass judgment on someone like that.

Besides that...if you're anything like me then I know you're harsher on yourself than any other could be.

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[anothersoul]

[He's right. She's her own worst critic, her own worst enemy. That was always the case even before the recent events.]

It's true... I'm just a girl. I don't even really believe in justice.

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[croibhristeoir]

I can't really say I blame you for that, either.

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[anothersoul]

...you really don't?

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[croibhristeoir]

I know what it's like to feel disillusioned. Justice and honor are hard things to hold on to. I still think they exist in the world, but... [A sigh.] They're much harder to find than they once were.

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[anothersoul]

It was supposed to have rules, structure. The witches were monsters. We fought them. We saved innocent people. There was justice in that. Now... The rules have changed. It's not the same. There isn't any justice in that.

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[croibhristeoir]

...I understand. But I fear things like this are never as simple as we wish they could be.

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[anothersoul]

There's really no justice.

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[croibhristeoir]

Now, I wouldn't yet go that far. It's true that there is a great deal of misfortune in the world, and it is also true that those who may deserve happiness above all else likely have the hardest time finding it. But I do not think that means such concepts that bring happiness no longer exist.

I believe that your justice and my honor are...diminished, to speak charitably. There is little of either left in the world, such a small amount that one would be forgiven for thinking they'd vanished entirely. But I don't think they're nonexistent.

From my own perspective, I would say the world is a place where that which causes suffering largely outweighs that which causes happiness. Still, I will fight for things like justice and honor as long as I have strength left, no matter the odds against me. If that should come down to only something as simple as keeping my friends safe and happy, then I would consider that a great accomplishment on my part.

It's fine if you want to be unhappy; I might worry if you weren't. But I know there's always going to be some measure of honor and justice in the world even if things should seem hopeless.

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[anothersoul]

There might be justice in the world, somewhere. That's very possible. It's more of...I don't think I ever really believed it. If I acted like that, if I acted responsible and dependable then the other girls would think I was worth knowing.. A good senior.

Somwhere along the way I think I started believing my own lies.

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[croibhristeoir]

I see...perhaps I understand. I think in that case, even after one has spent time acting only to impress another, there still remains an opportunity to accept things--and yourself--as they are.

Perhaps that makes no sense...I'm sorry. It's a bit difficult to articulate.

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[anothersoul]

An opportunity to accept myself... [She considers this.] To accept things. I wonder if I could.

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[croibhristeoir]

I think it's certainly worth it to try.

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[anothersoul]

Do you think it'll work?

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[croibhristeoir]

I see no reason it shouldn't.

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[anothersoul]

[She thinks for a moment and then:]

What's living in Fuyuki like?

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[croibhristeoir]

It's...quiet, really. Winter has been a little cold, as one would expect from the name. I think it may be a great deal smaller than Mitakihara, but I've yet to find something one might need that it's lacking. The temple specifically is a peaceful place when Archer isn't striding in like he owns it and I for one had never been made to feel unwelcome.

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[anothersoul]

I might have to get some warmer clothes then. Maybe someplace smaller would be a welcome change...

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[croibhristeoir]

...I really do think you would like it.

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[anothersoul]

I think it would be a good place to start over.

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[croibhristeoir]

[I SAW THAT FAKE TAG YOUNG LADY]

That's excellent to hear.

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[anothersoul]

Well...it's a start, I suppose.

[YOU SAW NOTHING OLD MAN NOTHING]

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[croibhristeoir]

I can help you move anything if you'll need me to.

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[anothersoul]

I'll keep that in mind.